I grew up in Dushanbe — a city of wide Soviet boulevards, chaikhanas fragrant with green tea and lamb, and mountains so close you could reach out and touch the snow on a clear morning. Tajikistan is a country of extraordinary warmth, both in its climate and its people. It shaped everything about me: my love of hospitality, my instinct to feed anyone who crosses the threshold, my bone-deep appreciation for sunlight.
So when I landed in Tallinn in October 2019 — cold, overcast, the trees stripped bare — I won't pretend it was an instant love affair. I was finishing a master's degree in urban planning, and Estonia was a practical choice. A small, digitally advanced country with a straightforward student visa process and an English-friendly university system. That was the logic. What I didn't expect was the feeling that would quietly take root over the weeks that followed.
Coming from a country where community life spills into every public space, Estonia's quietness was the first thing I had to learn. Not silence — Estonians are not cold. They are simply careful with their words, which means that when they do speak, it matters.
I started this blog because I couldn't find what I needed when I arrived: honest, practical advice from someone who had navigated Estonia without a European Union passport, without a network already in place, and without any prior knowledge of the culture. Most guides I found were written for Western tourists on a long weekend. Mine is written for people who want to stay longer — or at least understand more deeply. People like me.
Over three years I have rented three apartments across Tallinn, learned enough Estonian to get a haircut without pointing, taken the overnight ferry to Helsinki, hiked Lahemaa in every season, and eaten my body weight in black bread. I've filed a tax return online in under five minutes (genuinely). I've also made mistakes — overpaid for phone plans, missed registration deadlines, misread cultural signals in ways that made me cringe later. I write about all of it, because the mistakes are often more useful than the triumphs.
My posts are not sponsored. I'm not paid by tourism boards or affiliate schemes to tell you a guesthouse is charming when the radiator doesn't work. If something costs too much, I'll say so. If a neighbourhood feels sketchy after dark, you'll read that too. I'm a Tajik woman travelling alone, and the practical and safety realities of that shape my perspective — and hopefully make it more useful to a wider range of readers, not just the ones with the most convenient passports.
What I hope you take from zarinaazizzoda is this: Estonia is genuinely worth the effort of understanding. It is a country that rewards patience and curiosity in equal measure. The old town of Tallinn is not just a fairy-tale backdrop — it is a living city with extraordinary design culture, a fierce independent spirit, and a food scene that will quietly astonish you. Beyond Tallinn, the bog trails of Soomaa, the islands of Saaremaa, the song festival grounds — these are places that don't shout for attention. They simply wait for you to arrive.
I'm glad you found this corner of the internet. Let's explore Estonia honestly, together.